I'm having more better days than I am bad days. This is a good thing, Maybe this means I am becoming more & more like you as the days go by? Is it the meds? The extreme change in diet?
Today I cleaned out the laundry. I got down on my hands and knees and scrubbed the tiles like never before. I bought the Cat a new litter tray (Because all cats need a dark pink litter tray right?), I even cleaned the inside of the washing machine properly!
I'm not used to cleaning like that.
I admit it...I am not the tidiest person in the world. If you came over to my house you would see dust on all of my skirting boards, Dog paw prints on my tiles, crumbs on my floor, Hot Wheel cars everywhere and 8 glasses on my coffee table.
I used to get so upset about this- but instead, I am looking at the things you would see if you did come to my house- Clean, well fed children, Happy Animals, Freshly bakes cupcakes, comfy couches, great photos
So is having a clean house all part of me feeling better? I have energy that I don't normally have, I'm leaving my house to go further than the letterbox. I'm smiling.
You hear that?? I am smiling.
I am smiling because this is a positive blog from me today, One where, for the first time apart from 2 labours- I have complete & utter faith that things will be ok.
I'm feeling good, I'm feeling inspired- I may even start my Food Blog this week...we'll see!
Food blog - bring it on, baby!
ReplyDeleteFirstly, don't even worry! My house is never super duper clean either but whatever... Like your please, it's a HOME. It's not supposed ot be a sterile environment! PLUS, you have kids!
And secondly, cleaning out of the ordinary is a good thing - it means you're ready for change! <3